This is a post that I wrote last Wednesday, but I couldn't post it. That would make it real. This is what we have been dealing with for the past week:
WEDNESDAY, APRIL 27, 2011
Today was one of the worst days I have had in a very long time. We had a doctor's appointment today to see if our baby had grown. I was a ball of nerves. I talked to many people about our last appointment and many people told me not to worry, but in my gut I had this nagging feeling. I wasn't so sure. I guess that in your heart you always know. The ultrasound tech told us that she still didn't see a baby and that my yolk sac was swollen. Dr. W later told us that I was having a miscarriage. We are devastated. Lots of tears today and lots of prayers. We WILL get through this and it will make us stronger. We will wait 2 months and try again. Thank you to everyone for your thoughts and prayers and positive thoughts you sent our way!
We went yesterday to the hospital to have the D&C. It wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. It is over now, and we are going to continue praying and know that God will give us our baby. Thank you again for all of your thoughts and prayers. We really appreciate them all. Kevin and I are fighters, so we will not be giving up!
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I think it goes without saying how heartbroken we are for you guys. Take some time to heal and grieve then come back fighting. You will have the family you so badly want very soon. I'm sure of it. We love you very much.
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